Monday, January 21, 2013

Gone

Her hands were shaking out of shear anger...
She just fell down trembling... she is angry on her
The doctor says she had a seizure... no medical history just over thinking
She was taken to the OR, after an injection of the faint medicine still the doctors say she was moving
She had goose bumps on her skin and her face was moving and her lips flabbering....

She was fine and she was lying on her bed half conscious
crying out apologies and wishes simultaneously
she was fine but it felt the devil was calling for her and only she knew
there was a name, everyone heard it out loud Greg, then ma, pa, Sophie, john...
everyone was there... they saw her crying in her sleep
they heard wiered apologies of breaking friendships, unmet promises, wedding bells, crazy travels
then they heard wishes for newly weds, good fortune, life partners, prosperity

Her BP was normal, no internal bleeding but her face aged 20 years in past 12 hours
Her veins popping blue, her heart throbbing 100 beat per second, her hair white
a girl of 22 and words of a woman who has lived for 70 years.
The mother came and said to the doctor she is fine all her tests, why she looks so exhausted
shock ma'am, eternal shock... no value of life anymore.

bidding a good bye to every one she loves and the ones whom she hates
only good words out of her mouth and apologies for if she has hurt someone in life
and she went not realizing what she thought was worthless, left behind a lifetime if sadness for many people. her life!!