Mediocre

I thought I was different
But I was wrong,

I thought I can bring change
But I was wrong,

I thought I could stop cries
But I was wrong,

I thought I could change perspectives
But I was wrong,

I thought I was there to help
But I was wrong,

Today I know- I am NOT different from other people
I still fear loneliness, I still suffer from greed,
My needs manipulate my wants
and my journey stops with the sight of selfishness, the lust of unnecessary social norms,

Today I feel I expected a lot from me and I failed
Today I feel mediocre and now i know that no one is different
Today I broke myself, and I freed myself of unrealistic expectations!!!