Still....

With every passing minute the time seems to be going back,

It's like nothing has been learnt so far.

You still trust the same people who had made a fool of you,

You still commit the same mistakes,

You still expect from people who never did you good,

You still become too ambitious and hard on yourself,

You still fall in love after being held to ground,

You still are friends with people who cussed you,

You still dream of the sky and forget to enjoy Earth,

You still think about the future and loose the present,

You still cry on what you never achieved, but you never worked for it,

You still let people make you feel inferior,

You still let people take you for granted as you cant change your heart,

You still compare yourself to the people above you, but you forget you are better than many,

You still crave to meet new people and make new friends, forgetting the one existing in your life,

You urge to get a companion, not knowing the only companion for you is you,

You still talk and you do nothing- a hypocrite,

What you learnt goes backwards, whats the point of growing anyways.

Scars

Burned to the core... with every word with every action with every second
Still the craving for more
Lost are the words when people say' learn from your mistakes'
At a level you burn because you like it, it doesn't hurt anymore
until its too late and the scars stay!

The tears wet the eyes, soaking the seas of sorrow
unending black 'w'hole of hollowness and emptiness
eyes red not of hatred but of agony for making a mistake when the result stood affront all the time
sometimes desire and passion blocks your conscious
until its too late and the scars stay!

Second turns to minutes, hours, days, months, years, decades
the pain still remains not as much as it was, as time is a good healer
what remains are the great memories and a thought
what if it was the wrong decision, if it wasn't taken would life be better
here is the time to control the emotions,
or the scars will never go!